Thursday, March 10, 2011

Sick

I have been unable to keep up with all the photography challenges and my 365.
I have been in SO much pain with this pregnancy and it just seems to be getting worse every week! BLAH.
Several weeks ago my groin area started aching really bad. I was laying on the couch a few days later, I was laying on the couch and I lifted my leg to turn over and get up and I heard a loud "POP" and this sharp pain go from my groin up the center of my stomach.
Barely moving hurts SO bad.

I have also been having strong braxton hicks that hurt and send me running to the bathroom to pee.
So with that being said, I haven't been able to keep my house as clean as I'd like let alone getting out and taking pictures and being adventerous.

I am hoping after Ari is born I will feel much better and be able to do more things.

I feel so guilty not taking a ton of pictures of my kids. I want to remember every little moment, but when I get big pregnant all the picture taking slows down to a near complete stop.

That is how it was when I was pregnant with Ora, Judah was 19 months and I only took like maybe 50 pictures of him that month as opposed to the 100-300 pictures a month and I felt so guilty.

So out of guilt, I took the kids out to the park today to take some pictures of them and let them have some fun.

I want to be a fun mom, but lately it's been HARD with all the pain I have been in and just wanting to curl up and not move because it hurts too much.



Well, I am off to bed. I will try and get the pictures up for you tomorrow.

Please forgive the lack of posting, it's also fallen by the wayside along with photo taking.

4 comments:

chocolatesoup said...

(((HUGS))) I'll be praying for you...keep your head up...you are getting there.

chocolatesoup said...

(((HUGS))) I'll be praying for you...keep your head up...you are getting there.

chocolatesoup said...

Sorry for the double post....my computer is being slow tonight and I might have hit the button ten times. :-)

Rebecca said...

I always feel sad when Ryan goes down for the night and I didn't take any pictures of him that day!