PPD & PPA

I struggle a lot with PPD and PPA.
I ended up in the "looney bin" as I call it in a jokingly way, because I DO get help there.
I was struggling and feeling really bad and just wanting to die after I had Ari. I went to talk to a counselor and they said I needed to go to highlands to be evaluated and so I did.

I was in for just under a week.
I was feeling fine. I had no problems so they let me go.

The day after I was discharged I was hit with the anxiety, so I am trying hard to fight past this thing.

Please forgive my lack of updating, I will be back as soon as I feel better!