Friday, April 8, 2011

I won a giveaway! Today=not a good day

I am excited! I won this giveaway!

I am getting one for my little Ari when he is born! So exciting!

I am also thinking about waiting until after Ari is born to open my own etsy shop so I have time to make things for the shop.
My problem is, is I always have several projects going at one time and they tend to be quite time consuming as they are usually crocheted!

I am so tired and it's days like today that make me feel like I am not cut out to be a mother.

Its very upsetting.

Judah and Ora have been crazy and doing everything naughty and I hate when I feel like I just want to give them to someone and run away. Give them to their father and leave.
It's depressing and I can't handle it. I love my kids more than anything, but some days they just take it one step too far and I obsessively watch the clock waiting for Jonathan to get home so I can just pass them off to dad and just zone out.

Tomorrow will be better.
Tomorrow will be better.
Tomorrow will be better.
Tomorrow will be better.

First blooms of spring!

Silly booger man!

You know Ora is sick when you say "go lay on the couch and take a nap" and she is out in under a min!
I really like my baby when she's sleeping and not poking and smacking and climbing all over me!

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