I won a giveaway! Today=not a good day

I am excited! I won this giveaway!

I am getting one for my little Ari when he is born! So exciting!

I am also thinking about waiting until after Ari is born to open my own etsy shop so I have time to make things for the shop.
My problem is, is I always have several projects going at one time and they tend to be quite time consuming as they are usually crocheted!

I am so tired and it's days like today that make me feel like I am not cut out to be a mother.

Its very upsetting.

Judah and Ora have been crazy and doing everything naughty and I hate when I feel like I just want to give them to someone and run away. Give them to their father and leave.
It's depressing and I can't handle it. I love my kids more than anything, but some days they just take it one step too far and I obsessively watch the clock waiting for Jonathan to get home so I can just pass them off to dad and just zone out.

Tomorrow will be better.
Tomorrow will be better.
Tomorrow will be better.
Tomorrow will be better.





Looney


I really like my baby when she's sleeping and not poking and smacking and climbing all over me!